WooW...

So I read my Horoscope for today, Dec. 30, 2009 and this is what it says:

"Congratulations on a year well spent, Taurus. You may not have achieved all of your goals in 2009, but you accomplished a few at least and, more importantly, you learned a lot of life lessons. Putting your education into action is what's required for the coming year. Use all of that pratical knowledge you've acquired to make 2010 an absolute winner. When the big day rolls around tomorrow, look at it as the first day of a wonderful new beginning, rather than the last day of a fruitful year. That's what you need to celebrate."

And that's exactly what I'm going to do!! Put my Pharmacy Technician License to use, and make that moola! And I definitely did learn some life lessons... I lived it, learned it, and moving on! It's crazy how my Horoscope is always on point!! And I'm taking this in as a good sign for 2010. That's my year, I'm telling you!! =D

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..Love Lost..

"Reminising I remember me and you we used to play with the dogs
While you were sleep id stare, stare while you lay in my arms
And now im stuck on stupid rain forrest couldnt get wetter than you get
I used to beat it up you gave me your love I abused it now im facing the music

Oh how I yearn for your touch im so lonely now that you left me
If I could run away you know I would
And im hurtin cause girl I never loved you like I should
When your love is lost
Your whole worlds thrown off
When the one you need dont need you
What do you do when love is lost

I was trippin wouldnt listen now im sitting sipping shots at the bar
Now im riding to the 90's hits listening to aerosmith
I dont wanna close my eyes dont wanna fall asleep
Tell me how I can I be fly without the wind beneath my wings

Oh how I yearn for your touch im so lonely now that you left me
If I could run away you know I would
And im hurtin cause girl I never loved you like I should
When your love is lost
Your whole worlds thrown off
When the one you need dont need you
What do you do when love is lost

And now I see
The man you need
When I look into the mirror I see change
And I close my eyes and wish you could see the same
But its too late

When your love is lost
Your whole worlds thrown off
When the one you need dont need you
What do you do

When your love is lost
Your whole worlds thrown off
When the one you need dont need you
What do you do when love is lost

Lost gone out the window
When love is lost
Lost cant see your love no more
When the one you need dont need you
What do you do when love is lost"

LOVE LOVE L O V E this song!! The lyrics are just soo true... what do you doo?? Love sucks, I'm gonna admit that. But you just can't help it or fight it that's for sure. And when you eff up and realize it too late, that's the worst! My Trey explains it like it is.

2009...

Well since Thanksgiving is tomorrow and the year is coming to a quick end.. I'm sitting here thinking about what my life has become and how thankful I am. Eventhough this year has not been the best, I'm thankful for overcoming all the trials and tribulations I've experienced this year. They have made me realize and appreciate my life more. I've been thru a lot this year too, mostly bad. But it hasn't brought me down one bit. I'm thankful for all my family and friends that have been there for me. In a way I feel like my life has just begun... and that's what I'm gonna live by for now on. I'm 24 going into my prime, haha... kinda feel old but know that in life that's still young. I've come into my womanhood; I've experienced the clubbing, going out all the time... I'm ready to settle down and get focused on my future. And I've been feeling that way for awhile now. So thats why I am pleased and excited that I finally got my Pharmacy Technician License!! =D So I'm gonna start off 2010 with my new career and do all the things I wanted to do but couldn't this year... get my own place, get a new car, and just live life stess free. 2010 is definitely gonna be my year!! I think this year for me was about sacrifice... I had to sacrifice a lot in order to be where I'm at now, and where I'm going to be at. And I've accepted that. I'm grateful for everything. Now it's my time to prevail and live this LIFE that I have been ooh soo waiting for. It's my time to shine and I'm ready!! And I'm hoping that on the way, whatever trys to stop me, won't!! Faith and Hope, be on my side!

Kobe...

I looove the Lakers! All around great team of talented men. But Kobe is my favorite player for sure. And as much as people hate on him, he's the best out there! Talented, skilled, he's got it all. He's a blessed man! Soo to all the Kobe and Lakers haters out there... don't hate on talent!! LA babyy!!

Oh Trey...

WooW !! That's all I gotta say about this video, haha. Everytime I watch it, I forget to blink!! haha. I looove Trey Songz, and jealous of that girl in the video! LoL. He is my favorite RnB artist... very talented and grreat voice; and not to mention, FIINE as hell!! hehe.

Patience is a Virtue!

"Patience is a virtue because it makes us better people. This implies self control and forbearance as opposed to wanting what we want when we want it. How many times have we jumped the gun and found out it would have been better to tolerate delay or had self control? What did we miss out on? Did we hurt someone we love because of lack of patience? Having patience will heal the wounds and it will work itself out fine. Patience is not only a virtue but a necessity for a happy existence."

I find myself being impatient at times, especially now! I'm finishing up my last week of externship this week. And then I will be waiting for my Pharmacy Technician License to arrive before I can start working. It's tuff, because I'm eager for the money flow and working towards the goals I have set for myself. But then I take a minute to realize that I must wait and let these things come to me, rather than rushing them. I know I've been working hard these last 8mons, and I know in time everything will pay off and I can start enjoying my new life and career. But in the mean time I'm going to patiently wait and do what I've been doing... preparing myself. =]

Drizzy...

Drake is doing his thing! Good stuff.. I like these videos.

R.E.S.P.E.C.T

Respect to me is a big deal! I think it's something you learn as you mature. I always treat people the way I wanna be treated. You show me Respect and I'll do the same. But of course from my past experiences I've been disrespected a lot. But of course like anything else in life, it's another learning experience and it makes you realize that you don't need certain people in your life. This is one of the reasons I am the person I am today.. not afraid to stand up for myself and know that I deserve better. So I decided to get it tatted on me and show the world what I'm about. So RESPECT people and know that the way you come off, your only gonna get in return.

What's Success ??

"The price of success is hard work, dedication to the job at hand, and the determination that whether we win or lose, we have applied the best of ourselves to the task at hand."

"Luck is what happens when preparation meets oppurtunity."

"The difference between a successful person and others is not the lack of strength not a lack of knowledge, but rather a lack of will."

"The will to win is important, but the will to prepare is vital."

"Setting a goal is not the main thing. It is deciding how you will go about achieving it and staying with that plan."

These are a few quotes that I have grown to like and learn from. Not sure who their by, but I hope you can learn a little from them.

Taurus..that's mee!

MAY
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
your inner and outer beauty and independent
personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people
easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart. If you ever
begin a relationship with someone from this month,
hold on to them because their one of a kind.

I can honestly say, that pretty much sums me up! =]]

Sunshine

Lupe Fiasco - Sunshine (Live AOL)

This is my alll time favorite song! I loove Lupe Fiasco! He's a true lyricist indeed.

Never lose Hope

I guess I thought 09 I was gonna start off doing big things. But I didn't, I hit rock bottom! I experienced so many disappointments this year so far than I ever have. I ended a two year relationship, lost my job of two years in March, I got robbed by gun point, and some other things that I honestly thought, what could possibly be next??? I really didn't know what to do..so many things just happening all at once. I was struggling bad! I figured I could either just let all these things bring me down, or stay strong and move forward. So of course I did something about it and moved on! I've always been the type to learn from my mistakes and keep it pushing. I know everything happens for a reason..not sure why sometimes...but I guess it's just God's way of making you stronger. It took me a while to accept that, but now I know that all the disappointments, difficulties, struggles, are just the first stage of happiness. "Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no importance whatsoever..." I have a lot of good things coming my way now...I'm two weeks away from finishing up school and starting my externship. I will be graduating in October and will be a licensed Pharmacy Technician. =)) I will be starting my new job this week, and have so many goals set for myself. I'm not sure what other struggles, difficult times, or disappointments are ahead; all I know is that what I been thru so far has only made me stronger and prepared for the future. So whatever it is that God has in store, I'm ready! Hope is all I have and I will never lose that.

Helloo Blog World!

Soo I decided to join the blogging world! haha. I guess after everything I've come to experience in my liife so far, I'm pretty knowledgeable. So why not share it with you?! I hope to enlighten you, inspire, make you feel good, or just make you think about things I think about. So if you care to invade my mind, feel freee that's what I'm here for. haha. So enjoy, be open, and live life to the fullest! Peace and L O V E.