..Love Lost..

"Reminising I remember me and you we used to play with the dogs
While you were sleep id stare, stare while you lay in my arms
And now im stuck on stupid rain forrest couldnt get wetter than you get
I used to beat it up you gave me your love I abused it now im facing the music

Oh how I yearn for your touch im so lonely now that you left me
If I could run away you know I would
And im hurtin cause girl I never loved you like I should
When your love is lost
Your whole worlds thrown off
When the one you need dont need you
What do you do when love is lost

I was trippin wouldnt listen now im sitting sipping shots at the bar
Now im riding to the 90's hits listening to aerosmith
I dont wanna close my eyes dont wanna fall asleep
Tell me how I can I be fly without the wind beneath my wings

Oh how I yearn for your touch im so lonely now that you left me
If I could run away you know I would
And im hurtin cause girl I never loved you like I should
When your love is lost
Your whole worlds thrown off
When the one you need dont need you
What do you do when love is lost

And now I see
The man you need
When I look into the mirror I see change
And I close my eyes and wish you could see the same
But its too late

When your love is lost
Your whole worlds thrown off
When the one you need dont need you
What do you do

When your love is lost
Your whole worlds thrown off
When the one you need dont need you
What do you do when love is lost

Lost gone out the window
When love is lost
Lost cant see your love no more
When the one you need dont need you
What do you do when love is lost"

LOVE LOVE L O V E this song!! The lyrics are just soo true... what do you doo?? Love sucks, I'm gonna admit that. But you just can't help it or fight it that's for sure. And when you eff up and realize it too late, that's the worst! My Trey explains it like it is.

2009...

Well since Thanksgiving is tomorrow and the year is coming to a quick end.. I'm sitting here thinking about what my life has become and how thankful I am. Eventhough this year has not been the best, I'm thankful for overcoming all the trials and tribulations I've experienced this year. They have made me realize and appreciate my life more. I've been thru a lot this year too, mostly bad. But it hasn't brought me down one bit. I'm thankful for all my family and friends that have been there for me. In a way I feel like my life has just begun... and that's what I'm gonna live by for now on. I'm 24 going into my prime, haha... kinda feel old but know that in life that's still young. I've come into my womanhood; I've experienced the clubbing, going out all the time... I'm ready to settle down and get focused on my future. And I've been feeling that way for awhile now. So thats why I am pleased and excited that I finally got my Pharmacy Technician License!! =D So I'm gonna start off 2010 with my new career and do all the things I wanted to do but couldn't this year... get my own place, get a new car, and just live life stess free. 2010 is definitely gonna be my year!! I think this year for me was about sacrifice... I had to sacrifice a lot in order to be where I'm at now, and where I'm going to be at. And I've accepted that. I'm grateful for everything. Now it's my time to prevail and live this LIFE that I have been ooh soo waiting for. It's my time to shine and I'm ready!! And I'm hoping that on the way, whatever trys to stop me, won't!! Faith and Hope, be on my side!

Kobe...

I looove the Lakers! All around great team of talented men. But Kobe is my favorite player for sure. And as much as people hate on him, he's the best out there! Talented, skilled, he's got it all. He's a blessed man! Soo to all the Kobe and Lakers haters out there... don't hate on talent!! LA babyy!!

Oh Trey...

WooW !! That's all I gotta say about this video, haha. Everytime I watch it, I forget to blink!! haha. I looove Trey Songz, and jealous of that girl in the video! LoL. He is my favorite RnB artist... very talented and grreat voice; and not to mention, FIINE as hell!! hehe.